searching time...

salam to all readers and beautiful bride to be...

after a nice oncall day...nasib baik arini jaga ward yang hanya ada 3 new case come in...eventhough yang dah sedia ada dalam ward tuh amost 40..heheh...

i'm alone rite now...so bila dah seorang diri ni...mcm waktuh dulu2 jari jemari ni sibuk mencari2...

cari ape??of course vendor2 yang best tuk di hire...

kategori vendor yang best  ialah bila kita tanya tentang rate harga and pakej...1st thing yg miza tgk dorangnyer 1st impression...sometime dorang ni kita tanya panjang berjela berminat dgn kerja dorang..tapi layanan dorang tuh..hmmm...sepatah je dorang jawab...sedih kadang2 rasa...sibuk...hmmm yela mungkin sibuk....i'm just consoled my self and husnuszaan dengan dorang ni...eventhough sometimes tawar hati...huhu...pernah memang dah bersedia nak transfer duit tuk dorang..tapi kerana attitude...huhu...miza tarik diri...i'm not considering myself as the one yang rugi...for me it it will waste my money kalau miza berurusan dengan orang yang salah atitude...hatiku tak tenang nnt..hehe...

minggu ni miza tgh survey photographer and videographer....

alhamdullilah miza dah jumpa yang cnfirm miza akan amek....tapi belum deal lagi..which is my brother's best friend...not bad picture dia boleh kata cantik tuk ditatap oleh mata yg melihat...sapa dia?? nnt miza reveal bila miza dah dela betul2...

tapi i'm still searching for videographer...setakat ni hati memang dah tertawan dan jatuh cinta pada satu vendor ni...tapi harga ni die memang kene ikat perut tuk 1 bulan gaji..hahaha...tapi memang worth it...that's why i think kene buat solat istikharah utk ini..heheheh...

there is another vendor yang miza tgh considering to hire for my official videographer...sekarang pun tgh buat promo..tapi...heee banyak tapi kan...

hmmm so sekarang ni miza tgh jenguk satu2 blogger b2b..tuk tgk dorangnye vendor list..=) hopefully can find a nice one..=) nice = vendor yang baik + pakej yang baik

pengantin demand...huhu...demand benda yang betull.....

susah juga nak kawen....huhu...baru tersedar dari lamunan...

weekend off..

salam to all readers and beautiful bride to be...

weekend off is the most exciting weekend yang memang miza tgu sejak dari hari isnin lagi...hehe..hampeh kan...keje tahu nak cuti jer...

menjaga budak2 yang sakit...smpai kita pun berjangkit dari dorang...batuk tak baik2...semalam diarrhea macam dah kene acute gastroenteretis dah...but anyway so far i'm having quite a good day in this posting compared to the last posting...because of  the environment yang takder nak kene pekik tiap2 hari yang asyik nak berdebar tiap kali masuk labour room or jaga ward...i'm not that type of girl yang leh jaga patient yang gaya itu...i'm not that sooo kind of human...hahah...

alhamdullilah everyday there is an improvement...eventhough knowledge tu masih orang kata haha...tahap hampeh lagi...hopefully allah bless me and always beside me..

nak citer ttg pengalaman as a doctor...terlalu banyak tuk diciter...kene marah dengan patient...saat gabra time oncall patient bleeding yang kaw2 punya....berdepan dengan patient yang fussy....fuh...terlalu banyak pengalaman nak dicerita...tapi for me..biarlah dia menjadi rahsia antara hati ini dengan allah...siapa yang salah...siapa yang ikhlas...hanya allah tahu...yang penting i do my my job with the best that i could...

miza pernah tanya mr.irmi...dia nak ke anak dia jadi doctor??  tak kisah ke ada isteri seorang doctor..the answers is a big yes...kalau orang tanya miza...i would say...if you really dont mind and really passionate about it..yes go ahead...but kalau dipaksa usahla diteruskan....you will stop in the middle of the journey...

heheh...macam ape kan sesi dia...

tapi apa yang miza letak prinsip dalam keje...whatever people say....katalah ape2...dont keep it in your heart...when you step out from the door of the ward...just happily going back and dont think about ward anymore....just live you life happily and enjoy it...

i love to say it...even your day is worst on that day say it to yourself...you can do better tommorow...

5 bulan berkerja....jadikan miza lali dengan kerenah dan perangai manusia yang masya-allah...sesungguhnya hamba ini tidak pernah terpikir ada manusia sebegini diatas muka bumi allah ini...tapi what to do...life must go on....even its hard you have to face it...

i'm so lucky....even sometimes i met with so unlucky people...but at the end i will met with a good fellow...with made my day...=))

ok boring cakap pasal keje...nnt miza sambung plak pasal wedding ok!!

see you guys soon...

i'm back after a long time....

salam to all readers and beautiful bride to be...

i'm back....finally i have time to wrote something and at least updating something in this blog...i'm so happy and glad to be back...

after going through a hardship as a houseman in HKL...finally i can adapt myself being as a doctor...for the past 4 month ada la juga seolah2 culture shock orang putih kata...being a doctor is not an easy like many people think we are....maybe what you see is different from what is the reality...

blog ni pun dah mcam ape miza tengok penuh dengan comment anonymous yang merepek2...huhu hampeh sungguh rasanya...hahah...

now i'm in peadiatric department...its not an enjoying posting i can say...sebab dari medical student this posting is tough posting...tapi hati terubat tgk budak2 yang comel2..hehe...that's the reason why i'm still here berbakti pada negara...ecehh...hheheh..

almost 5 month miza tinggal dunia maya...miza tak on FB...tak tgk tenet...tak tgk citer korea...tak peduli about my wedding stuff...i'm just concentrating about my work...which i think depressing sometimes...now is the time i'm gaining back my real life....

so i.allah after this miza akan citer banyak tentang pengalaman miza dkt hospital dan perkembangan terbaru about my new life and good news about my wedding....

no one care actually..and i know it...heheh...tetapi its just a sharing for my future life...siapa yang terhibur dan dpt pengajaran....i'm glad....hoping you all the best...

this weekend kita jumpa lagi i.allah ok!!!

see you guys..=))